spilling of words

2010-07-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

right now i dont know whether am i doing the right thing or not.but all i know is am so used to my life now that i cant afford to let anything in my life go away.yes i know i have to be independent but tell me how?infact at times i really want to let go but can someone be around to always occupy my time?then probably i will forget and can go on happier.no doubts at times is like everything to me but i share more sadness that laughters.sigh...tell me how..

U to the N to the I to the 10

2010-06-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

time flies and it has been exactly a year, 365 days/ 12 months i spent in Uniten to complete my foundation in engineering. and yes! i did it..now am on sem break before i proceed to my first year degree.whether i continue it in Uniten or anywhere else is still a question i would ask myself.

but one thing for sure is that i have learned a lot and gained alot of experiences and knowledge throughout this year.
i remember when i once enrolled myself into Uniten i felt excited and reluctant at the same time as well.i definately didnt like the part where i have to start to make new friends again and i lost count on how many times i said "my name is Leong Sue Reen. u all can call me Sue(knowing that if i say sue reen it will be even tougher for them to remember) and i'm from kajang.

i made a whole lot bunch of new friends and mind you, i can actually catogerise them in different groups.kiasu,kiasi,funny,disgusting,kind,nerdy,wild, aunty-liked guys, meanie and those that really cares..

however,
thank you for making yourself to fit into 1 part of my brain n be my memory for life.=)

over the weekends

2010-04-24T02:27:00.001-07:00

a sneek peek of what i did over last weekend.

we had teatime buffet at grand seasons hotel.its not about the food or about the price.neither it is about the quality nor the stars of the hotel but it was about the quality time we, family had together.do things together and catch up with everyone's busy life.
=)

sjam area sports

2010-04-11T03:36:00.000-07:00

today i went for sjam kss area sports day which was heid in kajang high school. aka khs.

it was rather different from past 2 years'sports day which was in convent kajang.
nothing much but it was HOT HOT HOT!crazy weather and i almost dehydrated.

and juniors nowadays like crap..no respect to seniors at all.sigh...especially the present committee board.teruk!

L.I.F.E.

2010-04-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

as days passes, i find it even harder to fight for it.
i struggle everyday to make it through.
i find myself in misery every night when i think about it.

thats life

i ask myself why is everyone doing the same thing as me?
everyone fight for their own life, their own living but till the end of the day u will still end up nothing because u know that everyone will die and your last hour will have to arrive no matter how hard u fight for life.

u find yourself so silly to study so hard but till the end of the day people might not even know who you are.

but IF u dont study or dont fight for your life, u will end up nothing as well.people in the living look down on you.they dont include you into their game.they dont find any essentials in you and they dont even think u existed.

we are talking about life here.materialistic.the world of technologies.hypocrisy. selfishness.

women talk about gucci,louis vuitton, coach, oakley, armani exchange, jimmy choo,tiffany&co , DKNY, burberry and etc etc.

men talk about fair lady, lamborghini, BMW sports, ferrari and etc etc.

kids nowadays talk about iphone, ps3, nintendo wii, dota, call of duty, dragonica and etc etc.

which all revolves around the big dollar sign.

all these are the reasons why people fight for life.study hard to get a good job, to fight and involve in politics to secure their position, to earn many many agung's head home and then u are consider successful.then you consider yourself happy.

where are all the love and care?

in the world now, money can even buy love and care.but ask yourself.can that really happen?or just the sake of convincing yourself that it can?

take a break and spend few seconds to think about it.
then...............

leave your competition in life for a moment and spend some quality time with your loved ones.

sincerely,
sue reen.

peekaboo~!!

2010-03-27T21:28:00.000-07:00

yes! i know my blog has been dead temporarily.so sorry about that.i just didnt know why i didnt have the mood to update plus nothing special to talk about.
BUT here is something today!

it was my friend's 19th birthday on friday.and we had a suprise celebration for here the night before.
and also thanks to

#1 sow eng shen
#2 wayne cheah
#3 pc chan
#4 soo
#5 WILLIAM TEH
#6 joanne
#7 chieng

for helping me to make the night happened and being apart of it.
tho it didnt end up like a suprise but i WAS a suprise for her.LOL.she didnt expect me to be here and tadaaaa!!happy not?

and once again

OOI SIEW YIN,

Happy belated 19th birthday!
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and friday we went for a half day whole lotta fun trip!!

we went hiking @broga hill temple and makan session!
it was tiring but the scenery on top of the hill worth everything!!
and i lost instant 5kg!!
(u think so?*wink*)LOL

there are a lot of pictures in facebook if u all are interested.
credits to bryan hew for the pics.=)

12 of us hiked and survived!=)
my uni's frens and william uni's frens.

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and saturday,
i went genting highlands.it was nottingham's uni trip but me sesated there.
it was fun but i was very sleepy and tired.
went for all the rides and it was NICE.=)!!

happy cinapek valentine's day!

2010-02-28T07:43:00.000-08:00

happy chap goh meh.

A.K.A.

happy chinese valentine's day.

* a day where those singles throw mandarin oranges with their particulars into a blessing river so they will find their other half.

sound fun heh?
try it.
but now is too late.u shall wait till next year then.muahaha

so sad to hear that chap goh meh is here already.
which means 15 days of chinese new year has passed.
no more ang paus. no more new clothes. no more fireworks. no more fun. =(

nothing to look forward for now.

to add it in.

a more devastating news i shall say,

my sem break is officially over now.=(
my class is starting tomorrow.DAMN!

*pray hard and i hope what i wished for will happen very soon*

buzzing off~!till den.toodles.=)

gong hei fatt choi!

2010-02-15T00:29:00.000-08:00

so is chinese new year and valentine's day we are talking about this year!had 2 in 1 ysd. and it was fun tho it was last min and simple..bt i had whole lotta fun!thnx bie!here are few shots.others are in mukabuku..xoxo

till den.
buzzing off~!

2010-02-12T17:37:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year!! =)

its tigger year!

2010-02-11T18:21:00.000-08:00

so much of being u hopeless blogger.here am i.=)

been quite busy nerd-ing for exam..yes i knw..NERD-ING!gahhh!hate it wei..tell me who dont now do that now..i bet my batch of students are all alil more studious now.

and now finals are finally over which means GOODBYE semester 2!
one more semester to go and this is it!ending of my foundation year..oh yeaa.

chinese new year eve is tomorrow and i dont really feel the mood.perhaps i was too busy with finals and couldnt care less bout my surroundings.

all i want this year is that..

a PROSPERITY YEAR!!
full with blessings and to cut it short i just want everything comes good!=)

and back to last week,it was my daddy 53's big day!
we headed for some karaoke session and gave him a suprise!
tho he didnt show out that he was real happy *well,guys..ego*
but deep inside i know he is.=)
he is like the teddy bear in our family!gigantor.

it was my uni's teeny weeny majlis too.

lovesss!xoxo!

2010-01-28T19:40:00.000-08:00

hello after so long!=)

what the hell now?

2010-01-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

u aint backing down
I aint backing down.
Whats worse is we down even know why are we fighting.
So we fought for nothing but can never be nothing over nothing.

What happened to lets work it out?
we can fuss and we can fight as long as everything is right between us and go to bed hapily.

rough ride on 2009

2010-01-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

happy new year!

happy new year!!

say so long and farewell to 2009 and hello to 2010!

yes!it has been a crazy 2009!

to conclude it i didnt realy enjoy 2009.

there was LOTSA LOTSA obstacles that i went through and struggle through!

be it studies,future decisions,relationships and etc etc.

2009 was a wild ride of roller coaster that i wsh i could suicide jumping down and surrender in the ride. =(

yeah it was THAT bad.

i swear i did NOT enjoy 2009.

it was way too many sadness and depressions and frustrations that i have been through the whole last 365 days!!

lets just hope and pray this 2010 will bring me happiness more than sadness.

bring me success and bring me the love and warm from people around me.

i just needa be brand new.

happy new year!!

new year with new resolutions?

neh..

same old one that i think it has not come through yet!

and yeah.this year i have particular one more wish that i hop eit can happen no matter what.

i hop e my wish comes true and i hope for miracle to happen!

u know what i mean tkh!

till den.

buzzzing offfffffffffffff~!

~two in one~

2009-12-26T16:56:00.000-08:00

sooo it was winter solstice festival we're talking about.
a festival that we, chinese will reunion together to have a family reunion dinner.
and it is a must to have 'tong yuen' as the dessert.
tong yuen represents the warm and reunion of each and every family member.

*winter solstice festival*

it was made by me and only me.

the dough we used.

this was made by sweet potatoes.

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and is christmas we are talking about!!

and a simple dinner and nothing else.

*joy to the world*

a snappit!

all i want for xmas is you

us and mr wizard.

2009-12-19T21:49:00.000-08:00

hello peeps.=)

2009-12-11T19:57:00.000-08:00

define ego.

yes i meant e.g.o.!

EGO

E.G.O.

quacks quacks QUACKSSSSSSS

2009-12-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

quackathon baby~!
poor ducks got stucked ..double pity to the owner of the ducks!

model of it.when u press it.it goes quack quack!

drop drop drop

there are thousand plus duckies!

there is one lil duck way ahead!spot a yellow dot.it is the duck!

can u see it?

3...2...1...go!

today my uni had some event going on which i find it so interesting and amazed by it..

it was QUACKATHON.

quack= duck

quack + marathon =quackathon.

did u guys heard of the event ADOPT A DUCK last time?

well if u guys did, it is something like that too.

what u have to do is to purchase a duck and let it swim in the river and see who wins the race. and the winner gets real good prices!

here are some pictures to enlighten your day!

bleeding

2009-11-29T04:46:00.000-08:00

gosh..time passes so fast that it has almost been 2 weeks.
i know its difficult to do this but well..
i do not knw what till happen tomorrow.

tests are coming up very soon.uniten is so crazy that they are putting both important subjects together on the same day.
well telll me which subject is not important in this sem?

chemistry?
physics?
calculus?

damn!!

what more to say about MTAF?a total waste of time and nuisance!
malaysian territorial army?
come on!!get alive!
i am putting myself back into the marching shoes again.
the only difference will probably be UNWILLINGLY this time.
sigh and BIG S.I.G.H!!!

i miss my childhood times.
my highschool time.
okie with the fact that i hope i can carry my license around at the age of 10?

university is definately not as fun as i thought.
it is stressing me out!
quiz?test?attendance?finals?ZOLMAN?!!
arghhhhhh~!!!!

a wish that i have been wishing have yet to come true.
today i sat and wonder myself..
will it even happen?
or just me being naive thinking it will?
only a person can make it all happen.u know who you are!
i really hope my wish can come true.
and i really wish u dont do things that u shouldnt anymore.

thnx babes for being there for me.=).

loving myself more!

p/s: my test is here!and am stressssssssssssssss.

i wan yoga!!

till den.
buzzzing off~!

wake up baby~!!!

2009-11-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

hey.she was not like what people think she was.
now that i realised she was there by your side.
all this while.even u kicked her away..even u left her..she was still there by your side.
and now that i realised she was so silly to even be there.

i convinced her and gave her advise that she shouldnt waste her time anymore.
but she told me she cant do it.
she told me is hard to move on.
can u see?she knows that she is silly and stupid to be there.thats cuz u kept giving her hope.u kept telling her that is not like this and all.why must you?she is not like others that can easily get attached to others and ditch u okie?poor her..

damn you if u read this!
i hate you for hurting my bestfriend!
damn u please realise!
and appreciate her la fool~!!!
eshh penuhnyer anger aku!

hello you~!!

2009-11-20T01:00:00.000-08:00

yay!myvi is finally out!!
yesterday had fun driving it..
*happy*
thats all i can say!because the feeling is awesome.

besides that nothing much happened.
enjoying uni life but homeworks and tutorials are making me hate uni on the other hand.
gosh!

and am supposed to atleast study or fininsh up my homework but guess what?i have no moooooooddddddd for that!

going to suffer once monday strikes!!

things are upside leftright for now.

thats all.toodles~!

the broken string

2009-11-13T23:37:00.000-08:00

Let me hold you
For the last timeI
t’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

by nelly furtado and james morrison

..................but what i have on you is still the same.

there you go~!

2009-11-13T21:09:00.000-08:00

yesh yesh!i'll update my blog...

been quite a bad weekend.
gosh..pls help me to go through this,but thank god recently still gt ppl to keep me busy and help me to forget those i am not supposed to remember..

so who u think u're, thank YOU!

stressed up with studies...
emoing with stuffs.

everything just shouldnt come together ler.
im not a very strong person so am struggling like crap now to handle it.
telling myself everyday is a new day!
yes sue reen u can do it!!!
=)

right now i just wish for a hug..=(.
can someone just come to me and gv a warm hug telling me everything is fine?
hmm.....

it will be fine.=)

*smiles*
p/s:i fell in love with starbucks lol pop again!

p/s: UPDATED!haha!

tell me what should i do.

2009-11-05T02:28:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!my coming weekends supposingly to be a very happy one!sadly i doubt it will.the existance of someone has crash everything up.

the tendency of changing poeple's mind is too high!
people has changed in just a split second.
telling me something different but doing something different is a very hard thing to accept.
i felt as if am being cheated for the sake of comfort!
anger has a very high influence too.
is promise really just a word of comfort?
things has became pretty different compared to the last i know u.
yes,people comes and go, money comes and go.what more about attitude right?

am i jealous?
even if i am think about it.why would i?

or i am just worried?
why would i put myself into more thinkings to even worry?

a word can sum up all the long sentences to answer my questions above,

the word is

C-A-R-E.

.simply because i care.

to be honest, i am having a huge fear.is not that i dont trust but things had happened once.and it left a painful deep scar.i guess is pretty normal to have phobia right?
tell me who dont?

YET i still trust.dont u should feel thankful already?
it is very hard to express myself because i have a lot deep in me.

have u ever encounter a situation when what u say is all the truth hoping someone will exactly know what u're thinking about and understands you,encouraging you,telling you everything is fine?

but at this particular point i wish someone would really appear and tell me its alright.and not to tell u "WHY DONT YOU JUST ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES?"

it has been whole day im doing a lot of thinkings and it has lead me to the verge of brain explosion.right now am having a headache and how i wish i can go to reflexelogy or even a massage to relax myself down after a heavy day of thinking.

i missed out alot about life today.be it yours, mine, others.

my ears and eyes sore when i see and hear people doing something so wrong and leading them the the stupiest and dumbiest and foolest and fuckest time of their life.it hurts even more when u try telling them.....

"its wrong my dear child.is not that way.why dont you try doing this way instead?"

and what they do is they turn away and neglect you.deny every single thing of the truth.

the only place i can turn to is my blog.hoping that people will read this and realise who actually care for them and not wanting them to do something so silly and hurt their loved ones.

but i bet the person i hope will understand this will NEVER read this because i dont even know whether he/she knows suereenescape existed.

lets just hope and pray.

i dont want to see you stepping more in and bowing even lower day by day because in my heart you stand high up!
so ask yourself why should u stand so low in other people's heart?
u whined being someone's slave but what u're doing now is being someone's slave.
*sorry if am too harsh*

p/s: i care when no one cares.so stand high up and be a better person!

melaka trip.

2009-11-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

tadaa~!!

random shots~

last shot of the day!

liying!

boon kiat

mr lee!

cheese!

boon kiat and william

william and sue reen

liying and me!

melaka was fun!!

while waiting for nyonya food!!

thank god i passed my sem and it was beyond my expectations!!

god,u're the best.

sem break is now officially over..

sem 2 starts.

have to cope up.

have to blend myself in.

have to get used to my new classmates.

have to be whole brand new!!

attached here will be pictures of malacca trip.went there with bie,liying,boonkiat and myself.

had whole lotta fun!!

charity dinner '09

2009-10-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

qbie and sue reen

~*us*~

twins and me

will.i.am. and me

the gals!the sibuk melvin.

crazy us~!

laine,huay and reen

yesterday for a change i went for charity dinner for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..hehe

yes.u guys probably thinking why am i still going right?

but it was whole lotta fun memories i had!because i had a whole lotta fun there..well,going there as an ex member of stjohn is one..going there meeting up old time buddies is also another one!!here are the pictures for the night!

legal now~!!

2009-10-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

mr william teh..next time dun order that dish!not so brave!!dinner on my birthday eve!

proudly presenting samore..is in nando's btw..go try den u'll know y isit not so brave!

yesh!!am finally 18!!

thanks mum and bie

dinner on my birthday!

thank you for making it happen!

my beloved mummy and daddy!love them both!

do i have to say more?

the tak tau malu one.thanks for all ur plans a-z..love you.

am sorry for being such lazy bump to update my blog about my birthday.

so yea..here am i to upload some pictures and let them do the talking instead this time.

=(...=)

2009-10-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish for the better..

yeah..sometimes i really do hope thin will go in the better way.
where everything in still within ur control and not beyond.
=(

finals is now officially over..
despite the fact that results going to be like ***************
im going to enjoy!=)
weeeheeee~!!!

is only for you!

2009-10-03T04:15:00.001-07:00

crazy woman!

the camp that u had the most fun!

i know u did!

lene and reen! *friends forever*

kanasai twin!

great almighty charlene!

as day passes, we grow older and older.

we gain more and more experiences each and everyday.

we learn more things each days.

we learn how to give and take as day passes.

now that you have officially living 18 years in this world i guess is time for me to say

GROW UP LA TAN WEI AI!!

hahahahaha..

it has been long time ago since i know u.i guess it was back to standard four last time..

as years passes,we barely even say hi to each other and the bond between us was breaking very far apart.especially during those days when we used to treat each other as rivals just because of the pathetic merdeka singing competition.

thinking back those times what a silly moment we had.however,in the year of 2007 and 2008 when we were ended up in the same class and things changes, a drastic one infact.

we became closer and closer to each other and i would say that recently we have been even more close. i just want to let u know that u have been a great and supportive friend! i will never want to lose a great friend like you.love you babe!god bless you!

happy 18th birthday kanasai!!!!=)

p/s: we go aunty lan for ur durian cake aight?

shittos~!!

2009-09-30T02:26:00.000-07:00

hello bloggie!im back.
as i was browsing through webpages while waiting for fish world to load i decided to blog..well nothing much recently.

i realised i shouldnt only turn to my blog when im emo-ing.unhealthy..
or else next time when i read my blog all sadness..

been quite hectic lately..this whole week all packed up with tests..
later during night i'll have to go back to uni for computer test.yes.its at night!how effing sad is it rite?haha..deal with it..

my 1st sem is finishing!finals is only 2 days!and it is in a week time.
fuh~!!

sometimes i really dont know what i want.

i hope what i wsh fo rnow will come true one day.you know what it is.only u can make that happen.but hahha..sadly, u seldom read my blog.so ya..maybe in a year less then 5 times.where gt people like u one?aiyo!

i miss my frenssssssssssssssssssss...

charlene,
christina,
shobana,
renu,
melissa,
phoebe,
chong,
kim,
eunice,
naim,
ng,
lilian,
ferlyne,
esther,
S.L.E.E.P.Y. S.H.I.T.

recently i thought of those times i had in form1,2 and 3.
i want those times to return tho!

gosh...i miss u.
remember bout sleepy shit,naughty shit and blurry shit?LOL.and the book we used to have!

oohh of course i miss bie too.=)

2009-09-11T20:41:00.000-07:00

i know if ntg gives up.den it will be the time.=)

its time to get down from the ride.

2009-09-11T20:06:00.000-07:00

life changes.
hate what im going through.
but i know i have to face it with a smile.

tell me whether is right or not.
because i am dilemma.
all the times i had.
will always remain as deep memories.

though i know i'll get over it one day.
but i cant assure that i'll forget.
as time passes, i know i have to learn.
to be a better person.
to achieve success.
but now, it will be a harder time.

as i allow people to walk pass my life.
i know i have to accept all the consequences.
that comes to me.
but handling it, is never easy.

dear god,
please lead me to the right path.
please tell me what to do.
life seems monotonous at this point.
i wish i've never allow myself to fall so deep.
but i know i can never turn back time.

looking at the bright side, i had fun didnt i?
however, life moves on.
i have to move on.
i know.

but i do believe whatever is mine is always mine.
no matter how far it goes.
it will always be mine.
i know if it is mine.
it is destined to be mine.=)

sue reen will always be sue reen.
no matter rain or shine.
still sue reen.=)

crazy babe!

2009-08-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

this is what i do when im emo and boring and crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

hmmm

2009-08-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

"Sorry For The Stupid Things"

Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Is gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl
I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry
Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it's through
Well, sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Is gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Can't always be strong
Sometimes a girlIs gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all, at all
Sometimes a manIs gonna be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girlIs gonna be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do

a heavy step forward.

2009-08-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

*the time im having now is crazy.

lets put it like this.

im stress.
im depressed.
im upset.
im worried.
im heart broken.
im afraid.
im so out of my mind.
im devastated.
im sad!
im everything that are not suppose to come together.

right now i feel like im so small that i have no one to turn to.
i felt all by my own.
my emotions are not stable.CAUTION!
i can be happy now.next minute i can be sobbing.THEN I CAN GO CRAZY!!

how i wish i never take the step that i took before.i thought it was a right move but now i have doubts on it..

it is that i can trust no one in this world?being such silly homosapien to believe that there IS a person u can always count on to.is just the matter of time to find that particular person.be it a relative of yours,friends of yours or even your one and only.the one that fits well in your broken puzzle to make it a piece.

tell me whether am i doing it right or not.

lately i've been so emo.
i miss the happy person of me!!the happy go lucky girl that keeps a smile on her face like what people used to say.

god, can u kindly bring myself back and no matter what,life moves on.whether is the way i want it or not i know i have to take it and digest it well.and YES!!i know i will!! why would i want to shed tears for such stupid thing? not only unworthy but is so stupid of me.i know...

right now,i want my friends to be around me soo much.bring my laughter back.

ps : thanks alot for the pain.will u be the one that mend it back?only god knows.

pps : thanks you guys.

all new now

2009-08-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

bye bye.=(

life moves on..

will missssss you.

WHY?

2009-08-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

WHY?!!!!

tadaa!!

2009-08-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

those were the days.

yesterday when i was clearing the cupboard i found all my camping and sports day tags.practically stjohn's activities.

it brings back alot of memories.

the good times and the bad times.

however its all gone.

things was getting a little out of hand due to misunderstandings.

others shall be remain as mystery.

here are some pictures i took.=)

a trip worth of thousands memories during the weekend

2009-08-08T04:09:00.000-07:00

look so poor thing.

us!

william and sue reen

sunny day tho~!

tadaa!!dont u like it?

after hiking..resting..nice scenery

rabbit run rabbit run!!

yes!!rabbit feeds on carrot!

prosperity!

instead of apple..an orange a day keeps the nurse away den.

ohh!!this creature is naughty wei!

acting macho la the mooooooonkey!

money~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$$$$$$$$$

inilah buah-buahan tempatan!

fishing with uncle!

king of the fruits!!

lelong lelong..3 sepuluh ringgit.

okie..so i shall let those pictures do the talking.i had a happy day!!=)

buzzing offf~!

SIGH

2009-08-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

tell me what to do....=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

happy=)

2009-07-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

i hope things will be fine for now and always.live life to the fullest stress aside.fun ahead.love in the air.success even more ahead!!yeay!!positive me!!!=)

temple.

2009-07-18T03:07:00.001-07:00

pitures taken at temple sak dato at broga.

annual general meeting 2009/2010

2009-07-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

hello people.uni is hectic..being quite stressed up because im surrounded with smarties.everyone there are like books!books! and books...everyone has atleast 6 a's in hand.

eveyone are so updated with homework and with them around you, you will never stand a chance to be even near to the word LAZY.

things been quite crazy and being around with kiasu people is been a whole lotta tough thing tho.

i just dont understand why people can be like that.my god.not only kiasu but they tend to take advantage on other people.hypocrites!

okie.done with my rantings..

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today was convent's AGM..

went back as a senior was something different.

back at those days when my batch was running like crazy and multi-tasking just to impress and win those higher level officers heart was whole lotta NUTS when i think back..why would we do so?

politics was something so strong..

anyways..im over with it..glad.happy.love it!!

*pictures taken*

it has always been you

2009-07-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

happy 18th birthday you!!

its been a memorable day for me and i hope its for you too.

u been always there for me

YES!!to annoy me and to give me what i always needed too.

happy birthday bie!!

love you always.

now and forever.

pictures!yay!

2009-07-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

happy!!

i found my phone cable.yeah!!

so let the pics do the talking..

pictures includes:

1. my visit to Akademi Laut Malaysia

2. birthday bash

4. RANDOM

till den..buzzzing off~!

oh ya!am finally starting my uni this mon!cant wait.=)

the climb of life

2009-06-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

it is about trust and patience on everything u do.

life is never an easy thing.u can never find an easy way to solve it.

i quote: life is like a mountain.its not easy to climb up the mountain.but if u did, the view is good.

however, wa ehsai miss le.but maybe it was just about anger.

LEAP up high to achieve success!!

it has always been you

2009-06-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

very much appreciated and .....

THANK YOU!

say goodbye

2009-05-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

[Jordan]
Yeah I've been so lost lately
I don't really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call

[Deborah]
Where do I begin with you
After all that we've been through
I don't think that it would be right if we
Got together so suddenly

[Jordan]
I wish that I could take back all of the things that I said
And replace them with simply I love you instead

[Deborah]
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

[Jordan]
But I really wanted you to stay
And then I let you just slip away

[Deborah]
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why

[Jordan]
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

[Jordan]
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn't make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I'm gonna prove that we can work things out

[Deborah]
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
And reveal that you intend to never let me down again

[Jordan]
It's clear to me and I can't ignore
That I have to give you something
I couldn't before

[Deborah]
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

[Jordan]
But I really wanted you to stay
And then I let you just slip away

[Deborah]
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why

[Jordan]
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

[Deborah]
I didn't think that we would come to this

[Jordan]
Ooh, no Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss

[Deborah]
Why did you wait so long to take me back

Deborah & Jordan
It's all a simple misunderstanding

[Deborah]
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)

[Jordan]
But I really wanted you to stay
And then I let you just slip away

[Deborah]
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why

[Jordan]
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

[Deborah]
You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say)

[Jordan]
But I really wanted you to stay
And then I let you just slip away

[Deborah]
If you didn't listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
Then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why

things will never be the same

2009-05-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

yes.indeed now i know everything wont remain the same forever.
i've been so silly to think that as long as u dont change, things wont change.
but it was wrong.i was so wrong to put myself in such position where im hurting myself.

like what i saw in manda's blog, i find it is so true.
sometimes what we can do is just to miss them,care for them,cry if u need to and move on.life will come with their next gift.

first was them, then it was edu,next was the pathway i have to choose, now it is this.

why is it that there are so many obstacles?

why is it about either me falling at this point or walk through the pathway with full of thorns?making my feet bleed YET no one is there to lend me a hand?

why cant someone walk with me?telling me where the thorns are and be beside me and hold me till this thorny journey ends?
why do i have to be all by myself?and why is it that at this very crucial point only everyone is leaving me alone?

what can i possibly do?
facing the pc blogging to no one?talking to keyboard?hitting the mouse as if it was my #1 enemy?or crying myself all night hoping my doggie will come alive and woof to me?

i hate you for making me cry!i hate shedding every of my tear for u!

randomlicious

2009-05-22T08:06:00.001-07:00

sometimes its just so freaking broing to be at home when everyone have started to move on to their new phase of life..blending in to their uni and coll life, having new list of friends in thier phone contacts and having new people around them and NOT me!!arghhh!!its freaking i duno how to say.=(

yes i know i wanted breaks and holidays but not THIS MUCH?and not evrything together?i feel so alone sometimes.no one understands and stand by me because everyone is just so busy with thier lectures and exams and so on!!!!!

me too want to move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i dont want to rely on people so much!!!!!!no...

okie...sign of relieves is appearing...

i have completed my rantings.=)
happy.

thanks you people!

2009-05-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

i've finally realised that alot of people drop by my blog.
and thanks for all the concern and care u people gave me.because yes i know that due to my previous post alot of them asked me about it.

things are much better now.so ya..i've still yet to decide which pathway to go but atleast i have a little clue about it and for now most probably i'll be staying.=)

till then..

i hate this moment

2009-05-05T02:42:00.000-07:00

its was a cloudy morning as i wake up from all my dreams i had last night.a call from him to wake me up.get prepared and went for breakfast with him.

it was none other than a great talking we had.

life for me now is quite simple but deep inside i guess its time for me to do some BIG thinking.
god,please help me as im in a huge dilemma now...

to be frank i really dont feel like going for what im supposed to and yes i know it is a great offer infact.but things are not as easy as everyone else think it is.

i really hope what i wish for now will answer me mail.and give me a hope and everything will be solved.

no matter what,i really hope you, MUM will support me.nothing is more vital than your support towards me.

you know what i want.and i really dont want to go for it!!i want you to support me!!!please..i really hope u understand.

its been too tough~

2009-04-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

hey..i guess i need a break from what i am currently doing right now.perhaps even a break and just pause the movement of earth just for a minute.sometimes i sit and ponder myself is it that everything is moving too fast or is it me that is left behind?

it was just like yesterday that i was at my high school studying. and now am sitting at home waiting from answers from every where.i quote mum ' girl you are just throwing seeds everywhere and see which will grow'.

sometimes i do wish that im just studying at high school and not thinking about my future.this is the time which everyone consider it as crucial time which i have to make decisions and there should be no mistakes because it revolves my future.need a good future to earn a good living.because no one can deny the cruel fact that money is everything.

i hate the position where i am standing now.half here and half there.why do i have to be put in such position where i have to choose something which MIGHT gives me a good future but something i dont have interest in over something that i have been looking forward for ages?not to mention if i were to choose the good future one then i will be away from family and friends and everyone for a long period.

when i need supports, where were everyone?why is it that everyone is standing opposite side of me and going against me? why dont they take just a minute to just put themselves into my shoe and think about it.just a damn mail made my life in such dilemma and stressed up.

time really flies that now everyone is starting college and uni.u see even enrolling into uni also im the slow one.sigh.everyone been complaining about their hectic timetable but aint me.i have yet to start a single thing.

*************************************************************************************

gosh!!cant believe am starting to flip back my physics and addmaths book.i have one week to study compared to others who have two.
though this thing is something that i dont feel like going but because of my folks am going for it.i do hope i get through it BUT i do hope u all respect my decision whether i want to go for it or not if i manage to make it through..i dont hope you all put me into such hard position anymore.please...

*one message received*

A SMILE ON MY FACE.=)

.mailliw.neereus.

2009-04-04T21:14:00.000-07:00

and i hope things will be as fine as me and you.~!

2009-03-30T01:59:00.000-07:00

..just another maniac monday.the moment i open my eyes today while my head still resting silently on my pillow something struck my mind.the thought of tomorrow will be my last day of work bumps me with both,happiness and sadness.

happiness is ...........
i will no longer have to wake up early and hesitate to work every morning.
i will no longer need to think what to wear for work.
i will no longer think how can i spend my free time at work.

sadness is......
i can no longer occupy my time with something else and not you.
i will spend even more time missing you.
i will have no income.
i will be motiveless at home.

guess thats all for now..am prohibited..

buzzing off~!

hocus pocus or lackadisical?

2009-03-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

LACKADISICAL!!

i dont know why but the word 'lackadisical' kept appearing on the tip of my tongue causing me to spill the word out again and again.yes i know im weird.
the other day when i went back for sports day the same thing happened.i remember i was telling glynn and tharshini about it. but the word was not lackadisical that day.it was HOCUS POCUS.tell me about it!

im so bored here.sleepy too.

.....for some reason im still feeling sad.how i wish that now i can lie down staring at the sky with a million twinkled stars.all winking at me.by my side would be you telling me all the stories and after u're tired, there will be a calm silence which makes u and i comfortable enough to fall asleep.

okie!!!im really sleepy now actually!!!
that all.buzzzing off~!!

*yawn* love you.

popping out for random*

2009-03-22T19:22:00.000-07:00

i dont know why i dont really have much interest in blogging anymore. but i would say that i wont dump my blog. because i believe that sometimes when am down i know i need this or when myself is filled with anger i still need my blog.

right now am i office doing nothing.practically quite free so yeah start blogging.been quite lonely this few days.sigh but i guess i have to go through this no matter rain or shine.so yeah i should take it positively.yes!i hope i will atleast.

yesterday was area competition.it was held in my school.my formal school i mean.*forgotten that im no longer thr*..in my suprise i met ee lyn there.well i can see that she changed alot edi.i can see this drastic change in here till even sometimes i talk to her i flet something to.is not something bad but it is just alil awkward!.well she's prettier tho.=)

den met may cze,elaine and ying huay.thats all bout my seniors.

unfortunately my school didnt get the chamion titke but however am still proud of them because no matter what they're still the winner for me.the time and things they sacrifies are just too long to b listed.but undeniable that here and there sure gt abit unperfect.but no one is perfect i believe.

so went home around 4pm showered and slept.not deep sleep la..but atleast i manage to rest.nothing much actually.so yeah...

ps: stil under depression syndrome la..
buzzzing off~!

suffering under depression!

2009-03-19T18:56:00.000-07:00

is has only been the 2nd day since you went away khidmating for the damn country! but it has been already miserable enough for me.and sad enough to say it is ONLY the second day of mine.the good news is... it is only the beginning of the 2nd day.haha.good news isnt?not to mention i have monthSSS to go..

lonely tho..is like something is missing and my phone has been soooo quiet for the past 24 hours.
what i can do is just to wait for calls yet i have no way that i can contact you!this feeling is not very pleasant and is NOT nice okie?how can i past the the rest of the months?

if only i have a time machine or i have a 'day control remote' i would just have freaking fast forward all this idiotic days.i have no idea what is happening with you!what are u doing and stuffs!! i dont like it!..help me to pass all these days with joy.please be kind enough!someone!! or dear trainer will be kind enough to release you earlier..dear unable-to reveal-the-name please help him to release out.please!!

i missssssssssssss you!!!!!='(

post 120

2009-03-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

im stressed with everything!!!gosh!!i miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!and i WILLL miss you.the close one of mine..=(...

am working!yay!

2009-03-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

hello!!something new that i would like to talk about.remeber i said am not working at celcom anymore?yeap!now am working @ Oriental Crystal Hotel.today is my 4th day of work.tho its not really fun but atleast i learn quite alot of things in this short period. now i know how is it like working in office and communicating with people through phone.

gtg!!tc!buzzing off~!!!!

hello you!!

2009-03-01T02:28:00.000-08:00

yes!i know i've been abandoning my blog for ages.yes!i know!so dont have to remind me everytime u see me aights?=)

dont really have the time to sit down to type like how i used to last time because am quite busy with my lifeless and motiveless life. i know my life is empty now.so what i do everyday is practically sleep eat and out!!to my suprise i get closer to people that i thought i'll never talk like how i talk to them now.well thats because last time i can never find topic that can lead us to do any talkings.but now..its a good thing isnt?

sorry for the delay but i FINALLY passed my driving.not that i am bragging but thats because i've been loging to drive and transport myself to places i want to head to w/o depending on people.and yes!!i passed the first time i took!!credits for myself.

SPM results are coming out!gosh!!its like the worse nightmare i'll get.dont want to think about it because i dont know how can i face my dad after the results day.its like the whole world is waiting for your results to come out.either they wait to laugh at you or they are waiting for you to share the good news with them.

oh!!!i went to school that day for sports!!!it was a good day la..i would say.met teachers and frens!!and arul like slumdog millionaire now.hahaha.miss everyone tho!!too bad pn siti ruzana was on MC!!didnt manage to meet her.=(
going back to school as a senior is a total different feeling.is like im no longer running up and down doing stuffs i do last time.no more participating in my running and long jump events.no more aerobics and perbarisan too.miss the preparation of sports and the victory when my hse,yellow win!!!

p/s: i'll try to upload pics if can..asap.

been having abit of dilemmas here and there.what can i do?sigh..life!!

i went for celcom iterview and im supposed to start work tmr but for some reason not working thr nemore.felt bad that i trouble my fren so much tho!!sorry!!thousands apology.

okie!imma go now.catch my blog some other time.wish me luck for results day!!!XOXO!!buzzing off~!

happy chinese new year!

2009-01-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

gong xi fa cai!!!
today is already the 3rd day of cny.tho this year's cny atmosphere is not as good years before perhaps it is because of recession BUT it doesnt stop us from getting ang paus,having reunion dinners and of course not forgetting thos fireworks which has the sound effects like bang,bom,bing!!

cny will never be called cny if theres no fireworks.especially those red colour n long one.

so what is cny all about?
cny is actually bout changing a new chinese calendar and a new start for the chinese.it also brings different luck and also new resolutions and not forgetting family members who had travelled all around the country will be back and have a reunion dinner to catch up with their family members especially with their parents who are longing to meet up with their kids,grandchildrens and great grandchildrens.

a reunion dinner on the chinese new year eve is a MUST for the chinese.thats the last day of the year before they step into a brand new year.not to mention, cny eve is the most happening day compared to 1st day of cny,2nd day and the rest till chap goh meh which is the 15th day of cny and also the last day.so the chinese who are not married will have time to collect the ang paus till the 15th day.

to those who wonder what ANG PAU actually mean,here goes..ang means RED in hokkien(a type of chinese language) red brings luck and prosperity according to teh chinese believings.so it means it'll bring them lucks!!those days..people will only give ang paus and inside will have no $.but as year passes the tradition chnages.now the kids will look forward to get angpaus just because of the dollar sign inside.actually people giving angpaus is not because of the $ but it is like giving them good luck for a new year ahead.but budak zaman sekarang.sigh!!

the chinese have 12 sign of zodiacs.each year represents different animal.
*rat
*ox
*dragon
*rooster
*goat
*monkey
*rabbit
*snake
*tiger
*pig
*dog
*horse

and this year is the year of ox.which means babies who are born this year will be under the year of ox.like myself and those who are born in year 1991 is a goat.
so all this animal will take its turn and rotate.which means in another 12 years time it will be the ox year again.

and every different year every different animal will have different luck.so dont be too happy if u have good luck this year because u will never know whats next year.

so here are abit about chinse new year to those who dont really know bout it.

*ha!!know u know hurm?thnx to sue reen*
hehe

buzzing off!!
gtg visiting now.
gona get ang paus!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$hehe*sorry la i look for cash inside AND luck too.*

OX!

2009-01-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

its been god knows what da is it now sice my last visit to blog.thousands of things happened.catching up with frens out with the boyfriend out with familia.

few more days will be cny.the year of ox..hope this year cny ill gt lotsa angpaus and not forgetting a new start.a good one of course..because according to the zodiac thingy says that those that born in year of goat is nt really having a good luck tho.things will be tough this year and it will not go very easy.go dear fellow of goats,dont ever give up when u think things dont come your way.things might need time to settle down.
okie.quite lazy to blog...arghhh.cant freaking upload pictures too.so yeah..bear with me while i locate where my phone cable wen aight?

loves!!!

im rotting!

2009-01-09T22:56:00.000-08:00

it is 10th of january.
stil staying at home so lifeless.
what i practically do is eat,sleep,rot.

happy 2009!

2009-01-04T02:00:00.001-08:00

happy new year!
hello 2009 and so long 2008.

gosh time really flies and now we are in 2009.sometimes i just wonder did i ever regret on what i did and what i didnt during the past.of course it will absolutely be a yes!!but we will only proceed and not reversing our time.we cant possibly turning our time backwards are we?so what we have to do is just looking forward and be prepared for whats next.no matter how much we whine and we dont wish to continue sometimes but we will still HAVE to go through it.even u whine a million times it will still not work and it will come to an end that u have to accept the fact that you have to continue whats coming for you.so instead of that,why dont we just go through whatever comes and take it positively at every angle?
if u think times dont side u then why dont u ask yourself that why should time side you if u dont even side them?bear in your mind that time IS the only cure sometimes.so leave it to God and whatever happens it always happen for a
reason.

p/s: sometimes u might mean nothing to the world but u mean the world to someone.

tomorrow school willl be reoping and its time to get back to school.proudly announce that news is NOT for me!im all over!BUT sometimes i do feel sad that im over with my best phase of life *quote others*.
backtrack those times that i'll be real sad on the day before school starts.sleep early the night before(never succeed in doing that) and get so excited in the next morning with new shoe,new bag and maybe new pencil case.those three things are like my tradition and is a must if i start another year of schooling eversince primary school.so happy and hop around with joy meeting new and old friends.
the happiness that i adore will only last for 2 days!!then i'll whine n whine and looking forward for holiday breaks!and not forgetting passsing up fake sick letters which says i have fever today and diarrhoea the next 2 days.wonder did the teacher ever suspect me being so unhealthy at this young age..have fun to those steeping their foot back to school tomorrow!weehee~!!

p/s:my new year resolution is to sleep and eat less and do something more productive instead.=)
buzzing off~!

a MUST to read

2008-12-25T20:25:00.001-08:00

am back for good!

before i start,please be ready for my rantings.

merry christmas!!tho it was yesterday..but late better than never.
so yesterday was christmas.bet everyone had fun celebrating n everything.
as for me,family and i had a small bbq on the xmas eve.tho it was just a small one but it gives me a whole lot of memories.things cant turn back time.perhaps nothing can turn back time.so i should learn how to treasure things and yes i should.i must also think wisely n make decision with more thinking.am afraid my thinking one day will cause unneccesary stuffs n harm to people around me.gosh!but thats what we call life.it comes with a lot of consequences.

chris's open house will be later during night.hope ill have fun catching up with my skolmates.i've been missing oout a lot tho.miss all those time i had!
so yeah!chris, here i come!!

and oh before i forget i did mention that i cant type before this.and what happened?

here goes..

one fine day when bro n i was out seeking furniture for bro's room(he did room makeover himself)..we went like over ten furniture shops JUST for a bed frame.
i was so exhausted by the time we reach the 4th-5th shop..not to mention the glaring,friendly Mr. sun was shining right at us providing us sufficient sunlight that probably will make us faint anytime.the best part is, every furniture shop we went they'll repeat the same thing.

bro
furniture owner#1
furniture owner#2
furniture owner#3
every other damn furniture owner

bro:do u have beds?
furniture owner#1: u want bed frame or matress?
bro: both
furniture owner#1:its upstairs.come i show u.

bro:do you have beds?
furniture owner#2:u want bed frame or matress?
bro: both
furniture owner#2: its UPSTAIRS.come i show u.

bro: do you have beds?
furniture owner#3:u want matress or bedframe(this one said it the other way round)
bro: both
furniture owner#3:oh!its UPSTAIRS!

and go on!!!(replace the same bloody conversation for another lets see 7-8 times?)

u see?u get my point?not only all of them repeat the same thing but their beds are all located UPSTAIRS!!the stairs were super steep n imagine going up n down the stairs in ten diff shops!
what will we get none other than T.I.R.E.D.

so finally bro spotted what he wants!
finally we 're going to somewhere for a drink.as we were going away from that each-shop-has-steep-stairs place bro spotted ANOTHER shop.not again...

i was so reluctant to get down n was making noises.but i had no choice.shut the car door.*bang*

i sense my pain detector in my finger started jumping.i turn around and holly shit..saw my amazing middle finger stuck at the door..turned around told my bro 'kor,i shut the door with my finger in it'

so throughout the whole week i have blueback middle finger with me!

p/s: thats what u get when u have a picky bro!esh!!
pp/s: thats what u get wen u go to steep stairs furniture shops!
ppp/s: happy new year!

prom.

2008-12-18T20:45:00.000-08:00

just a pic!alicia and i

short post

2008-12-18T20:32:00.000-08:00

first and foremost this post gona be really short because i cant type!
will tell u guys why i cant type soon.

im having mood swings recently.like hell why would i know why.

but soemthing to be proud of!

i passed my L license.now i left P to go.which is way tougher compared to L.
wish me luck people.

gtg.bye

tired!

2008-12-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

okie this will be a QUICK update.tired.

yesterday had this gathering n after spm party at phoebe's plc.tho its quite late for a spm party but yeah.. the gathering was a whole piece of worth memories!!

tho there were times that we are parted but yeah we somehow managed to sort it out and everything was better den i tot.

pics will be updated soon.

today had my whole day spent with charlene tan wei ai.yeah its charlene who im talking bout.can u believe it?we spend our time not teasing each other the whole time.atleast for once.

we went for swimming early mrning..
wen back her hse to shower because great n smart charlene forget to bring something very important thr so we have to walk home after swimming to shower instead of showering at mewah club.

wen secret recipe for lunch.after the long walk we had,wen we finally reached the entrance of metro point n can visuallised n smell the comfy red couch in secret recipe which charlene was decribing to me throughout the whole journey.

den we wlaked to ceriabox for karaoke!!haha..met william there n he joined us..had fun yelling n screaming with the mic..we did wonders the whole day n am really exhausted n i do believe tan wei ai is feeling the same as im now..

burned a lot of calories today but sadly i gained back a lot too just now during dinner..

sooo

calories gone + calories gained = back to square one.

sighh...

gtg now.buzzing off..

p/s: will upload pics soon..

a cast of spell

2008-12-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

i tell u..everyone has been blogging bout prom PROM n prom!!!

everywhere pcitures pictures and pictures!

and i dont know what happened and who did this spell on me because every picture of me in the prom turn out to be HORRIBLE!! @#$%^&*.

like wth!!!urghhhh!!!
curse!curse!

its too late to regret

2008-12-05T23:57:00.000-08:00

prom!

well actually i kinda regret for what i've decided bout prom.which is to pay 80 bucks n go prom.the ppl there n everything was okie.

well maybe just the food was sucky.others was average i would sya.but songs were good.that one cant deny la.

this time prom was quite meaningless to me tho.

everything wasnt the same.like sigh.....

miss you bie.

p/s: pics will be coming up SOON

prom?prom not!

2008-12-01T21:58:00.000-08:00

till this very day am still not sure whether should i or shouldnt i go for prom.dilemma.dilemma.dilemma.

help!!
got my dress.
yet to get my shoe
yet to decide should i get my hair done.
best thing of all YET to decide should i or shouldnt i go!!

gosh!!!

its finally over

2008-11-28T05:12:00.001-08:00

i cant believe it.yeah first of all i would really like to apologise for abandoning my beloved blog for so long.poor blog..

but well im back!!
okie..practically spm just finished yesterday n yeap!that is also a sign of ending of my high school life.i've completed the task as a student.(i quote the head invigilator)tahniah to myself and my friends.

after three weeks of nightmare n insufficeint of sleeping time now finally!!its over n i can sleep as much as i like!!ulala!!

went midvalley today watched twilight!!it was a nice show wei.highly recommended!u should certainly watch it.

went for this taiwan cuisine n had my brunh n yeah it was really nice despite the part that by the end of my brunch i have to pay by my nose.but it was a great one...

gtg now...update more soon.adios.buzzing offf~!

yay!!

2008-11-25T00:28:00.001-08:00

i smell FREEDOM!!!!!!!

its NEW!!

2008-10-31T17:49:00.000-07:00

good morning to november!!

tho is hard for me but yeay i MUST be pretty cool bout it.n yes i can!
its a new day with new life.new things.but old resolution which is to achieve well in my SPM!now i have even more reaons to fight for good results!!

im suprised that am up so ealry.slept like so late ysd n im awake 8 plus.goshh!!
k.gtg!!

buzzing off~!

its not who you think it is.

2008-10-31T01:52:00.001-07:00

arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a really hard week for me!so many things happen in this week.i cant absorb everything in just a wink!

people just change so easily.without any warning n in a week time evrything just change.now evrything is not the same anymore.the fear in me that im afraid the way i talk to people around hurts them and make them to change even more.

im really scared!really afraid.dont do this to me when it is just 1 more week to exam.u all are my closed ones!my really closed ones!the one i share evrything with.but now u all tell me its nt the same.how hurt it is?

i can never talk to u all like how i do last time.i'll think twice before saying something.i can no more spill out evrything like how i do last time.it is all past now.i really miss those times!!!i really do.

i can talk to no one now.
i just cant explain how it feels when i see people around me changing n yet i cant do anything to change them back but just seeing them walking further n further.i dont know what will be the end of this.

i can get no more the care i possess last time.eventhough i hear 'everything is alright and evrything is fine' but to me there will still be a scar there just because i really got into this.
i tell myself to take it easy but the fact is not that easy to let it go.
i cant!i just cant!

evrything will just remain as memories.i pray hard that we will still get the chance to create those memories we used to have.
god did u hear my prayers?
i really hope u did n grant me what i want.please i beg u, god.

i have no one to talk to.no one to share my laughters with.no one to be my sandbag.no one to lend me an ear now.

because the one that said all this to me no longer remember.we been through so much ups n downs.all these years!now it came to a stage that it is so risky!i really miss the old u!!

cus everything i do im afraid that it will be a burden for u all.it will make u all fed up.

im afraid that if i tell what i felt like how i do, u will be more fed up.im afraid that i tear, it will make u even more fed up.im afraid if im mad it willl be extra fan.make u more fan.to be honest im very sanfu.but im afraid to tell u.=(
i have no guts cus i dont wana face what gona happen next.

i can get no more comfort,convince and the warm.
i really hope everything is now over.i just gave too much tears out.when is the time for my laughters to begin?
please.
lift up the stone in my heart because im bleeding massively.
pamper..

million giga pack love.

always,
leong sue reen.(11D)

why is it like this and not like that?

2008-10-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

omg. omg. omg.
14 days to SPM.which is exactly 2 weeks frm now.it was ONCE long time ago i said to myself that 'nah...2 hundred + days left to SPM'....and NOW?!!!

time flies and now it will come to an end of my high school life.how sad can that be?goodbye friends.goodbye beloved 5 intan.goodbye teachers.goodbye chairs and tables.goodbye to u!

pms-ing period.its been a hard time going through this particular period when everything doesnt go your way especially.everything just decided to go against you.worse still, when everything you do is wrong n u can never please anyone.
everyone just dont understand what and how u're feeling.

they just say what they like and i might look strong but sometimes there is a limit of speech!

not to mention the stress n pressure of spm!ahh damn!!!

GOD please do something.i really hope you will help me for this period because i believe in you.

buzzing off~!

pictures.

2008-10-21T22:56:00.000-07:00

this comes with the card my sis n bro gave me!!super sis!yes.dats me!
my birthday cake.choc indulgence

graduation pic.glynn and i

tan wei ai n i
yes!thats us!
gossip group!
ann and reen

graduation and my birthday!

2008-10-21T22:36:00.000-07:00

graduation!

last saturday whish was the 18th october Smk Convent organised a graduation majlis which is known Majlis Menjunjung Kasih.
it was held in prescott metro inn.

to people,they might think that convent?so what?all arrogant people.
but thats where i grew up!
i was there for 11 years!
i learned a lot for that buliding!
and my school ROCKS!
not because we are arrogant.it is because we have our standard there THAT is why we dare to be arrogant(if u call it that).
CONVENT!!

on the same day it was also my big day!i officially legal to take the damn license now!!weee~!
so yeah it was a blast.

guests arrived.
picture time.
speech.
doa.
performance.
makan time.
pictures time.
crying time.
home sweet home.

my performance was a bit messy due to the not-enough-space-on-the-stage problem.n yeay atleast i manage to remember my steps.
cik azizah was talking to me the whole time wen i was dancing.kutuking me ni.essh essh eshh.but i had a great time.wore a RED punjabi suit or u call it smtg karisma suit or smtg ler.and people called me ang pau.but the suit was nice!=)

and i would like to thank my mum for going through the hassle to a floral shop early in the morning(most of the shops are still closed) with her office attire to get me a bouquet of roses for my birthday and also my graduation!iw as so suprised when she ring me up n say someone is waiting for you downstairs when i was in the middle of the majlis thingy.so i went down n i saw her worker holding the bouquet of flower n he wished my happy birthday too!=)

thanks to everyone who wished me on that particular day!n yeah i had a great 17th birthday!

buzzing off~!

mamma mia & october babies

2008-09-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

monday was a day out for me before spm.the holidays i had before trial was quite a stressing one and yes!i manage to keep my ass at home not going out anywhere.so ya this time i shall reward myself with an outing.

i went to midvalley that day and seriuosly it was quite a wrong day because i bumped into alot of people.

jia wern
abby
jiawern's ............(which i duno whats his name)
shazlida
her guy fren (i guess)
ryan
nancy
celestine
charissa
glynn
wen yin

OMG!!!is like the whole k-town migrated to midvalley.

i went there for mamma mia and no regrets watching.the songs frm abba was really good.despite the fact that the story line was not really my type but the songs was really a blast.
u people should go n watch.

nothing much bout it.today is raya!!so ya.selamat hari raya!!=)

n oh ya!!it is october too..=)
coming occasions

charlene's birthday
kean jie's birthday
phoebe's birthday
kong's birthday
graduation day and MY BIRTHDAY!!
anne's birthday
norman 's birthday
lilian's birthday
kim's birthday!

gosh!!!dats alot of october babies!!!

not good.holidays is here

2008-09-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

okie hols is here~!!now is raya break!it is good n it is not to..cus it means dat ill stay at home n eat n eat n eat!!!am gaining alot of calories!!hell no!!!realy fat n yet lazy to exercise!!i really need to work on it dy!!

even a bear can do it y cant i?umppphhh!!ahhhhhh!!!

next thing bout my hols is dat ill wake up like really late..dats not healthy!!so yeah...someone need to wake me up like THISSSS!!!!!
den ill whine n whine n whine!!!no matter what i know still give u a hug.a thank you sign for waking me up*ya rite*get lost..

simple.meaningful.

2008-09-26T22:57:00.000-07:00

i find that all these phrase really mean something.trying thinking bout it.probably it will improve u to a better person.

a banana test for you

2008-09-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

Please take test to check how stress are u....

The Banana Test

There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals.

King Kong, an Ape, an Orangutan and a Monkey pass by.

They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you guess will win?

Your answer will reflect your personality. Think carefully . . . Try and answer within 30 seconds

Got your answer?

Now scroll down to see the analysis.

If your answer is: Orangutan = you're sick

Ape = you need a break

Monkey = worse, you suppose to be in the hospital right now..

King Kong = I think you better take 1 year leave.. .......

Why?! ???? .......

A Coconut tree doesn't have bananas!

Obviously you're stressed and overworked.

Take some time off and relax!

it is OVER.

2008-09-26T19:16:00.000-07:00

omg!!!trials is finally over!!!for weeks i've been struggling for trials n yes now is over!!thats not really good tho because that means spm is another step nearer..my addmaths paper was disastrous!!

signs and symptoms of having exam
#1 eye bags
#2 tension
#3 tired
#4 PIMPLES!!(ohh yes!!especially wen that uninvited thing grow right in the middle of ur nose)
#5 moody
#6 talking to yourself

okie!!!THATS all.yeah THATS all.

neways,wei ai(kanasai fren) i know u're reading this..
just want to apologise for abandoning u(as u claim).i really didnt know that u've comfirmed.oh well since we're october babies i know we share the same qualities.
since am SO forgiving n kindhearted n lovely n sweet n generous n fun n ...............(i needa list till tomorrow) i bet u're too.hahaha..

p/s: BG is gone=(.miss him but at the same time happy for him because he's happy cus he gt frens thr.

till den..buzzing off

got tagged

2008-09-13T09:06:00.000-07:00

okie..since i got tagged by amanda,naim,chong n even kim so ya will do it...never done it before cus am lzay..but now since 4 people tagged okie..it says i need to list out fifteen weird things i do..

num1. i always count my money even i did it just a second ago
num2. tend to create my own songs in the toilet
num3. go insane in class during addmaths.
num4. stare at the mirror wherever am alone
num5. when am unhappy ill eat lotsa lotsa stuffs in the kitchen.
num6. eat eat eat is what i always do
num7. when im in bad mood dun even look at me cus that will be be a sin too
num8. i have short term memory lost
num10. i enjoy sleeping alot

okie ler...cnt think nemore.
p/s: i skipped num9 to those who didnt realise..haha...cant think dy ler..

lastly, i tag renu,wei,glynn,flora,charlene,suk ann,say yie,carolyn,lilian and william(when u have a blog)

take care BG!

2008-09-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

im half way of trials.
8 papers down n forgot haw many more to go.
then i'll be off for trials.
live goes on like normal.
am not alone because i have you.
dont know what people are thinking but they choose not to ask me.

BYE BG!!sobs..

dad want to give Bg away soon.=(
dad say house have no proper place for him and he's been pooping around my house.
dad no mercy.=(
gona miss Bg!!!
love you Bg!!!=(

errors

2008-08-23T07:58:00.001-07:00

theres alot of gramar n spelling mstakes in my post.it was a fast one thats why i didnt check back.sorry

hide n seek with apes!!

2008-08-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

hello.
been abandoning my blog for quite sometime and now am back just to make my blog not til feel abandoned!haha

today is saturday.oh well tmr is the last day of holidays.after that school reopen again.sigh.then is trials.damn damn damn!!

here is abit bout how i spent my holidays.
well,since this holiday is quite a critical hols week for me,therefore i spent my time not goin out.okie i did wen out friday.but just a day.i need a rest!!the otehr days i was at home eat,sleep,study n eat n sleep n study.okie i gained a few calories now.*regret* but oh well.life goes on.

friday,my cousin n u went to zoo negara.i know u people might think 'of all place??'but me being a malaysian how can i not step into zoo negara rite?nama pun NEGARA.i dun really remember have i been there before or not but i think is a no.so yeah...entrance fee was 15 for addult n kids i forgot as im not the one paying.

zoo negara!!!name tu gempak ler kalau org dengar TAPI ill rate it 4/10.
animals there looks very thin.
a lot of empty cages and they claim it as "sorry,this place is under construction work to bring u a better zoo"

apparently SOOO many cages are under constuction works!
but it was a ood exprince is zoo NEGARA.burn my calories too.=)

saw 2 lions.4-5 tigers.1 panther.2 penguins.dead frog (it is supposed to be alive!!) 3 elephants.1 racoon .1 sleeping lazy tapir and etc etc..

zoo as smelly!!!!
not forgetting the map in the zoo says APE corner or smtg ler(mawas)
so i expected they have like alot inside but sad to say there was just 2 lazy ape asking for bananas n 2 more in the cage hiding.

the best part was there is this corner saying some ###### ape(from some country or smtg ler)
ad the notice said DO NOT THROW ANYTHING IN THOSE APES BECASE THEY WILL THROE BACK AT YOU.hahahaha...so i looked into the cage.i see no ape.so i thought they are hiding somewhr and sleep.i stood thr for 10 ins looking for them just like playing hide a seek.imagine suereen playing hide and seek with apes!!wow!!!but there was no APE!!so apparently i played the hide n seek myself n no apes throwing stuffs right back at me!!!how sad!!!!i suspect it was the zoo's plan to prank me!!=(

gtg now.bzzing offf~!

it is never too late.

2008-08-12T02:08:00.000-07:00

okie i know is alil late for my class pics but yeah.here it is!!

of course thats me!!=)

thats chong and me!she look so different.
tun and sue reen
us!!

his name is BG

2008-08-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

I HAVE A DOG~!!

name: BG
age: 1 year old
breed: beagle
gender:male
description: Bg is very obedient and he is alil too fat because excessive of
food!love love him!!

the shirt says "does this shirt makes me look fat?"

pity him.awww

he always do that
BG!!

here to say that i'm fine.

2008-08-12T01:41:00.000-07:00

as time passes i am all out to shout and let everyone know that i am fine.
am fine with my new class.although some people might think my class now is not one of the best class but it made me realised alot. i know that i stand in a very critical position now.trials is next month and my SPM is just around the corner which is approximately 3 more months to go.

besides that, i realised sometimes why people blog is not just for them to express what they want to say but is just for the sake of letting other people know what is happening to them and what they actually want to say to that particular someone.okie.of course thats all fine and yeah.we can call that normal.

BUT

one thing really makes me wonder why is....
why are they people who want to say things just to impress others and just do something that make people think that they are such a wonderful person and so forgiving and such a good person.forgiving everyone and condemning themselves JUST for others.why?

okie after all that.

buzzing off~!

yesterday was a history

2008-08-03T04:28:00.000-07:00

friday 1st of Aug.
it will be the most unforgettable day in my life.
today,our principle finally decided to put what she said on action.
"berlian,intan n zamrud of the fifth formers will be streamed into terbilang,gemilang n cemerlang"

this "saint" decided to seperate us into different classes in this last few months that we can spend together after all these years we had together.

whole day was out of the class doing accounts with pn pushpa and not till pn siti ruzana told me that they will stream us into our respective classes after recess.at first,the condition was pretty much cool and under control.i was totally fine.

me n lian ee rushed to pavillion when announcement was made.
i was still laughing and i felt nothing.sat beside kim,charlene and all.

charlene,lilian,chris and phob was controlling their tears which i can see that their eyes was practically filled with tears an it will roll down their sweet little faces anytime.

i was there convincing charlene and chris.saying that they will see each other duirng recess n literature classes and what ca be ddone is been done.no more turning back and nothing we can do.we shall go with the flow.

things was STILL okie when i went up my class ans was telling my classmates not to be emo all.cus most of them were sobbing their heart out.

my OKIE MOOD didnt really lasted.all thanks to manda.

manda,
the girl whom sat beside me since form one.the girl whom i share everything with since last time.we laugh together,we kutuk ppl together,we admire ppl together.share a silly book together,eat together and everything.but now when we left a few more months to go,we have to separate from each other.all those sweet memories we used to have together will only remain as history and there will be no more repetition.every morning when i go school,i cant be seeing her sleeping or hearing her voice anymore.but no matter what quek, u'll still be my best bud after everything happen recently.love you lots!!!

renu,
the girl which i always laugh with,the girl which i share my emoness with,the girl which help me to go thru those ups n downs together will no longer appear in 5 intan anymore.cant see her coming late to school and she can no more listen to my lalala anymore.we can no more share our corruptness together.gal,just rmbr life goes on no matter what.best bud fo life!!we will still go wesak walk next year rite?

wei,
my "twin".people call us that which i duno why.but yeah...no more cursing together.no more chipmunks talk together!!no more eating and laughing over silly things together.i'll oways miss you.no matter what u'll still be my best bbud!

to all my other friends,
what happened and what we had in 5 intan will always remain as sweet memories.we had been really rebellious,really playful n really naughty all this while.BUT all that will remain as 5 intan!!!i heart 5 intan!!!i love all of u!!!together we stand,divided we fall!!

had a 'cry your hearts off ' session on friday.miss u guys alot.

love you all alot!!!!

p/s: meet my new buddy beside me.LILIAN LEE*wicked smile*

am alive!!

2008-06-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

am alive!!
dumped my blog quite sometime..yeah now am back..
alot of things happened lately..yea like giga pack of things happened ler..
things dont always come out like how you want it to be.
dont trust ppl around you because by the end of the day u'll be the one asking ourself why all this happen.
oh well bear with it sue reen!!life goes on no matter what and perhaps it is just the turning point of your life.

i am going to retire
.... soon in st john committee board in my school!!!hooray!!!
no more conflicts and politics and every single damn thing that i have to worry about.
i will have the chance to throw my head gear high up khow my senior did last year!!
to be frank,
through st john i really experienced and kearn alot of stuffs.knowing alot of people and etc etc.
i would like to thank st john for teaching me all these years.

number one learning how to deal with other poeple and learning how to lead a group of people.
number 2 going camps and learning everything bout camp.
number 3 knowing all my friends i have now.
number 4 thnx stjohn for making me and h so close now.
number 5 learning how to deal with money.
number 6 learning how to manage my sickroom well
number 7 learning how to recruit people
num 8 learning how to organise an acivity
num 9 learning how to be punctual n diciplined!!
num10 learning how to treat people
num 11- num.........................................................really learned alot!!

thnx stjohn.but by the end of the day am stil happy to retire because i been thru enuf i guess.now is time to leave to y juniors and people who wished to cont!aiyai!all the best!

moving on,exam is really near now.am really scared after being pressured by my bro n not my parents!!!damn damn damn!!

cant wait for coming fri!!=)

p/s;had hari koperasi n perjumpaan ibubapa yesterday.it was fun n a busy day for me.
pp/s:meet sue han n shu kean n both of thme dun remeber what form i am in n even my sur name..omg!!
ppp/S get well soon cik azizah!!

til den buzzing off~!

sichuan

2008-06-02T02:49:00.000-07:00

on the 12th of may..a terrible incident happened in sichuan china.

it was really really sad...after all the stories i heard n i saw on tv,i would like to salute them for being so strong..tho they wont read this..but yeah...

midvalley~!

2008-06-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

ice cream fondue~!
fish spa

last sat i went midvalley n it was a great outing...

practically when there with train.ya like no other choice..train was quite packed but it was real punctual..exactly the same day met quite alot of ppl..tho the starting of the day wasnt so good..it got way better after dat..wouldnt wana recall bout the not good ones...yeah so...

reached midvalley.wen over to gardens to check on what movie they have there..after the standing session we had there, we decided to watch indiana jones.one of the reason is cuz miss charlene said it was ncie..but yeah!!!it turned out to be crappy n crappy!!charlene,!@#$%^&*.

after we purchased our tickets we wen for makan session..i was craving for fried dumplings(woh-tip) so we decided to go to esquire kitchen(i hope i got it right).our brunch for filling..real full wei..den wen for a walk n we decided to go to the fish spa they have in midvalley..the name of the shop is kenko.paid 38 bucks per pax for 30 mins n when in...

here are the procedures u needa follow..

#1 take out ur shoe

#2 put it in the space provided

#3 wash ur feets(yeah good idea)

#4 get ur own towel..

#5 get ur feet in n pay with the fishy!!

had a great laughing session there..cuz when the fish bite ur feet it is ticklish wei..u can hear ppl laughing n shouting there..haha

there are 3 types of fishes there...the big one,medium one n small one.

for the big one, ladies can oni put ur feets in max for 5 mins..

the small one,is abit public ler..u go n check out u'll know y..everyone tend to stare at ur feet!!haha..so i wen for the medium one!!=)

after fish spa.wen for a walk n wen for movie..bought 1901 sausage in..n yeah it was good..despite the INTERESTING movie i watched.

after movie..wen for BR since it was 31% off..when to the garden's one..sad to say we ordered smtg dat have no offer..LOL...but who cares..we enjoyed our ice cream session.we ordered ice cream fondue.i swear it was nice...had dark chocolate as our dipping agent.yummy!!had all teh favour of ice cream there...total of 20 scoops..with cakes n fruits too..at that moment,i didnt bother bout FATTENING!!haha..

wen n get a surf pants n yeah off to kjg cus i had to attend my nephew's bday party..so dats it..it was really i nice day..if i can i would like to turn back time n yeah i wana start all over again..especially fish spa.=)

time flies

2008-06-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

second week of hols.in other words it is also the last week of holidays.after dis it will be trials if we dun have a monthly test to go..gosh time really flies..its already half a year.imagine..after trials will be spm n here goes ill never have to wake up 6.30 in the morning of every weekdays to get ready to skol.no more skol rules...no more rambut terjuntai juntai rule,no more ribbons on the hair.no more prayers ealry in the morning...no more high skol life!!how sad can dat be?!!GOD..going to miss my frens alot...going to miss teachers going to miss skol compound..going to miss every attempt to eat in class...no more paying class $..

but oh well life move on.so we gota move on as well...

okie stop bout emo-ness...
i enjoyed last week holiday..
lets see..

*wen midvalley.had a great time there..
*wen extra class in skol(i know am hardworking)haha.
*wen swimming with anne,ai wen n will
*wen midvalley 2nd time..

upcoming events

*campfire nite
*summersplash

hope everything turn up to be okie n fun...cus after dis i cant enjoy anymore..have to pay attention on studies.(i hope i do)

ya..so toodles...njoy ur hols ppl....=)
buzzing offf~!

random

2008-05-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

the beijing olympic mascot!!

the state of my study table duirng exam season.
my niece...
wendy

smtg worth uploading.during homework marathon in ng's hse.n this gal.CHARLENE to be exact is afraid of ng's dog.

i'm free and u're NOT!

2008-05-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!!!am back..guess i abandoned my blog quite long..cant help it.been busy with mid term exam.it was stressful like crap.taking up ten subjects n pjk(which i think is a total waste of time) but oh well....not to mention it took up 2 weeks n 1 day of my precious time.wth rite?
no mercy education department.

and yeah.im proud to say dat....ahem.*clear throat*

I,leong sue reen officially declare flags down for darurat and i am officially free from midterm'08!!!!!uhhhhhhhhhhh yeah baby!!!

unlike those poor souls dat have to sit for literature in english tomorrow.muahaha...n yeah am not going skol tmr...self-declaration of hol.

so all the best to those who are taking...

renu,charlene..

p/s: im OFFFFF!!!n u both are NOT!!!!
i just like this feeling mayn...haha...jealous?i know u're...

p/s: bie,i know ur exam have yet to over too..all the best to u too...=)

xoxo to 3 of u all...

till den..

thank you mum for everything

2008-05-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

sunday is coming.sunday is coming!!!oohh yeah!!!!

happy mumma's day!!!!!

to all mums in this world...happy mother's day.

to dear mummy of mine,

special thanks to u..

mum.
the one who willing to suffer for nine months just to invite me to this beautiful world,
the one who oways care n worry about me whatever condition i am in,
the one who brought me up in a very proper way n leave me with a very memorable moment,
the one who supports n stand by my side when am in any state,
she's my one and only mum.

the one who wakes up every morning to make breakfast for me before school,
the one who ensure dat im fine,
the one who listens n listens when i need a listener,
the one who nags me just to improve me.
she's my one and only mum.

the one who sacrifice everything just for me,
the one who thinks for me b4 herself,
the one who make sure my life is full of joyness n not sorrowness,
the one who showered me with all her love n care,
she's my one and only mum!!!
dear mum!!!i love you...
happy mother's day.

always n always,
reen.=)

dead blog transformed!!

2008-05-09T05:25:00.000-07:00

hell-o everyone..my blog was transform into DEAD blog recently..oh well.cant help it..was busy with exams n all..mid term now.n yeah am studying BELIEVE it ppl...bt not alot.

i just dun udnerstand why is it that we have to sit for so many papers.ministry of education just have nothing to do but to make our life more miserable day by day..

this term we fifth formers the total of 11 subjects to take some even 12.n dat sums up a total of 23 papers to sit for...using up ~15 days..i remember back to those days wen i was still in std1 my exam only lasted for 2 days..n the best part is i do not need to study for it.

p/s: i know whoever who read this will say i complain too much n they suffer worse than me..nut yeah..u'll just have to bear with me cus its MY blog..haha...

actually...

its quite funny sometimes observing ppl's tensed up expression n etc etc especially during exam seasons.honestly i would say u can find EVERY different expressions in the exam hall/class.some are just so tensed up till the mumble to themselves just to memorize smtg,some just go insane n jump arnd.some just sing to themselves n even some just give up n couldnt even care anymore.

examples with real life would make a better picture to u.

ms ng suet huey : gave up n left her face wet to show ppl she washed her face n did try hard *i guess*

renu : insisted to play name negeri n was bugging me the whole time today

charlene : sang to herself with this loud n high pitch voice.more like croaking.

chrissy : as usual luff nonstop.

qian peng : sits like a guy n was with her lotion all the time

naim : talks all the time.

phoebe : steals my beijing olympic mascot keychain

poh kim : got so pissed writing n writing during moral exam n just close the ppr n decided nt to fnsh it up just cus she's PISSED!!!haha..

esther chong : stress till have no time to cut her hair.

reen : just normal.=)..*i guess*

p/s: names are mention to make my dear readers understand.
pp/s: thanks for all the characters because u guys had contibuted in my post.
ppp/s: special thnks to me for being so creative.yay!!!

till den ppl.buzzing off~!!

dear carin leong chai kin

2008-04-26T04:07:00.000-07:00

hey..how are you?i have no where to reply you so let me do it here k?i hope u read this.

so long didnt see u edi 1st word you say to me is SHUT UP LA?!!!wat ler..*heart broken into small pieces*..u know say ler u miss me or smtg ke?haha.
and u dun la go compare with those war country.am saying wat i felt only okie?u can be much more convicing to say smtg else..eshh eshhh...

till den.u take care.=)

*spilling of words*

U to the N to the I to the 10

over the weekends

sjam area sports

L.I.F.E.

peekaboo~!!

happy cinapek valentine's day!

gong hei fatt choi!

its tigger year!

what the hell now?

rough ride on 2009

~two in one~

quacks quacks QUACKSSSSSSS

bleeding

wake up baby~!!!

hello you~!!

the broken string

there you go~!

tell me what should i do.

melaka trip.

charity dinner '09

legal now~!!

=(...=)

is only for you!

shittos~!!

its time to get down from the ride.

crazy babe!

hmmm

*a heavy step forward.*

all new now

WHY?

tadaa!!

*a trip worth of thousands memories during the weekend*

SIGH

happy=)

temple.

annual general meeting 2009/2010

it has always been you

pictures!yay!

the climb of life

it has always been you

say goodbye

things will never be the same

randomlicious

thanks you people!

i hate this moment

its been too tough~

.mailliw.neereus.

hocus pocus or lackadisical?

popping out for random*

suffering under depression!

post 120

am working!yay!

hello you!!

happy chinese new year!

OX!

im rotting!

happy 2009!

a MUST to read

prom.

short post

tired!

a cast of spell

its too late to regret

prom?prom not!

its finally over

yay!!

its NEW!!

its not who you think it is.

why is it like this and not like that?

pictures.

graduation and my birthday!

mamma mia & october babies

not good.holidays is here

simple.meaningful.

a banana test for you

it is OVER.

got tagged

take care BG!

errors

spilling of words

a heavy step forward.

a trip worth of thousands memories during the weekend